Life

Life is strange. You see, I have never really, properly missed anyone before. Partly due to the fact that I have never really been away from anyone that I would miss for a great length of time, and even if I have been, I have been so busy at the time (mission, camps, etc) that I have had no time to just sit and reflect.

And yet here I find myself with these alien thoughts of missing someone - indeed, someone who I have only known for a reasonably short time. Well, only known well outside of third party enjoinment (in other words, we have only been making plans to see or have eachother at places really genuinely for the past 5 or 6 months or something.)

So what do I do? What can I do? I guess I can always not think. I am a master at doing that about things I don't want to think about. But this isn't something that I want to not think about. (By the by, don't you love the double negatives I use all the time? Wait until my triple and quadruple negatives get going - it will be fantastic.) So I am stuck - missing someone, yet not knowing how to deal. But it will end in a few weeks. So that is something to look forward to. And homecomings are always so fun.